I drink myself to death every night
To hide the demons from my blurry mind
My god what have i become
I’m afraid of myself
Nobody will ever understand how hard it is to have a family with someone and not be able to see them when you want.
After living together for a year or so, to only seeing you once a week is really taking a toll on me. It’s a lot harder than I thought.
I miss sleeping in the same bed together.
I miss rolling over at night and kissing you in your sleep.
You kissed me while I was sleeping what
I don’t think anyway knows how not okay I am
Watching Annabelle grow up through pictures is more emotionally daunting than reliving my father’s funeral
Why are shorts called shorts but pants arent called longsshe wears short shorts I wear long longs
she’s cheer cheerer and i’m on the sit sits
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm a shit friend. I don't know what happened to us and everythings fucking shit. I used to blame all of my problems on you and the others and I cursed all of the days I've ever spent with all of you. But you were always a friend to me and I can't believe I blamed some of it on you. Sorry. I don't expect this to change anything. So I put this on anon, just know that I hope you're alright and yeah I'm sorry.